I am so ready to see our new little boy and so tired of being pregnant. Once I hit 30 weeks, it has been going by so slow and I am having so many more aches and pains. It is getting harder for me to walk b/c of the pain and pressure in my pelvis. What I hate most about it though is not being able to do the things with Wesley that I use to do. It's hard for me to even lift him up to change his diaper. I just want to be able to carry him around like I use to and spin him around until he gets dizzy. It's hard for me to even get up out of his bed after reading to him. I think I would rather get up several times during the night with the new baby than be pregnant right now. Now, don't get me wrong, there are times when I enjoy being pregnant. Like when I can see my belly move from side to side but I just am ready for it to be here. I am 33 weeks, as you can see from my ticker at the top. At my last dr.'s apt, he checked me b/c I told him I've been feeling alot of pressure. He said his head is down but I'm not dialated. I'm trying to find ways to not constantly think about it but it's hard. Also, I am so tired of people's comments, Like "I don't think your going to make it much longer," "Your about to pop any day," "Are you sure its not twins," "That's going to be a big baby," and instead of saying something about me actually being pregnant, one lady said, "wow, you have gained some weight since I last saw you." Ugh! I would never say any of these things to a pregnant woman. I don't know what it is about being pregnant that makes other people, mainly older women, say whatever they want and feel. One lady yesterday morning at church said, "you are alot bigger than I was." She had her baby at 27 weeks! I just wish people would realize that it doesn't matter how big or small you are just so long as you have a healthy baby. Just had to vent.
Now some things about Wesley. About 2 weeks ago, we went bowling with some people from our church. This was Wesley's first time in a bowling alley and he did not know what to think about all of the noise and people. He stayed by me for a while, and even sat on my lap for about 5 minutes without budging, which was unusual. I didn't bowl of course, but everytime Mark got up, he took Wesley with him and he helped him. Whenever they knocked down some pins, the people from our church would make a big deal out of it and get real excited, to try to get Wesley excited. Well, after a few turns, after the pins were knocked down, Wesley went running down the side (right in front of other people bowling), all excited. I about had a heartattack b/c I just imagined someone knocking him in the head with a bowling bowl. He did this several times until Mark had to literally hold down so he wouldn't go running. I wish I would have gotten it on video.
Last night, I think Wesley had his first really bad dream. He has done this before during the night but not this bad. I could tell from his cries that he had probably had a bad dream. So, I went in there and laid with him for a little bit and he went back to sleep. When he woke up this morning and all today, he has been saying "scared, Wesee's room." Thankfully, he doesn't seem to scared and is taking his nap now. I just wish he could tell me what he had dreamed.
This is of Wesley at the bowling alley sitting on top of the balls.
This is of Mark and Wesley bowling. Mark couldn't get the gutter guard thing for kids to work.
This is of Wesley before we left for church one Sunday morning. He looks so big.
This is Wesley riding his 4-wheeler in the back yard. Mark attached a chain to it so he could pull his tractor.
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I experienced that same pressure that you are talking about with Noah for about 10 weeks. He sat in my pelvis for that long. It was very uncomfortable! The end is in site. I hope that all goes well. Please let me know.
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